One Moment

Can i have just one moment to calm down.
can i have just one moment to not freak out.
can i have just one moment to remember how you sound?

i feel like the world is falling all around.
like colors turning rapidly from orange to pink.

can i have just one moment to not think.
one moment to turn around and speak?

can i have just one moment to shout out loud?
To speak my mind and show the crowd?

can i have just one moment to myself?
can i turn around and hold you close?

can i ever hold your hand?
can i ever clear the clouds?

can i ever speak?
or do mouths not move?