Help Me, Please? :(

This life is falling.
The heart starts failing.
My words aren't true.
My soul feels cursed.

My lips tell lies.
My smiles a disguise.
To hide the truth.
Of what I love the most.

The bad out lasts the good.
The wrong destroys my right.
Why am I this way, and why now?

I thought I was with you.
I thought I'd never leave you.
I thought this was my life.
Just here with you.

God.. Why am I this way, and WHY NOW?

Your pressence still comes.
So I know your near.
But why am I soo dumb.
To not notice you anywhere.

You fill me and fill me.
But I destroy this you love.
You hear me and answer.
But I'm not listening above.

What is in this world, that I love so much.
Cause it don't make sense, everything I touch.
And it's not just once, but over again.
I pray I don't continue this to the end.

HELP ME PLEASE?

Please :( Help Me!?

I really do love you.
And you know it's true.