I pull my hair into my face,
covering my distraught expression.
I bite my lip so hard I can taste the blood..
one way or another, I must learn my lesson.
I pull down the car mirror , and close it just as quickly.
I wasnt ready to see my reflection..
seeing that horrible face ..
its sickening.
I try not to think..
not think about it all.
About you, and how I cant have you..
and worst of all, how you saw me fall.
You must think I am crazy..
a lunatic with a poorly disguised face.
Well maybe you are right...
if you are..
can you take me out of this place ?
I dont belong here.
Can you take me away from here..
I dont belong anywhere.
and I cant wait around for someone to care.
Now it just gets worse every time I wake up...
wake up to the sound of silence.
Of no one being there.
Please take me away.
I know you have better things to do,
and better people to waste your time.
But I really cant be alone tonight.
