The first time I met you, you were nothing.
Twilight you asked me to dating
beside the beach we were talking and laughing
Shared same old stuffs when we were young.
Months passed my peers teased me
That if you'll say you love me
Need to accept the love you've shown
For it's hard to be alone.
For our month to be lovers
it was all pain because of the others
They criticized me that much
And you're there to lift me up.
I thought opening my heart after 3years is enough.
To endure the pain and being tough
But I find it difficult to hang on
When you said" I cannot marry you soon."
My world shattered and my heart is bursting
Can't help but crying
You told me not to cry and I promised
But your voice always echo in my ears that "I cannot marry you!" you said.
I am aware that we can never be
Because we live life so differently
Culture and religion are your reasons
And you can't say no for your parent's ambitions.
You said you don't want to spoil my life
But do you ever think that leaving me will live me in strife?
How can I live life and go on without you?
Please tell me what to do.
I can accept that truth, it's a fact
But why I can't stop myself to overreact?
Is it I never thought the hardship of goodbye?
And let myself die.
