Over and Over Again

Okay, i have ALOT to say. but no worries... its all good =]

I can't seem to make it up.
I can't seem to make it right.
I never could stand up to say,
it wasn't worth the fight.
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this is GREAT. i love how you put the conflict within yourself about makeing things right. great job here.

This lie that overwelms my brain.
The tears the fill my eyes.
I want to hear the truth from you.
But scared to hear the lies.
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this made me cry because i KNOW the feeling. it hurts to want to know the truth, and all the while know that "he" is telling you a lie.

It hurts me to face the fact,
the fact that i don't know.
Just how to forget about you.
And how to let you go.
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We never can quite figure out how to completely LET someone go. but instead we PUSH them out of our memories. but LETTING them out... forgetting the pain and heartbreak they caused... well, its almost impossible.

Looking back now,
I can't see what went wrong.
Was it me?...Was it you?
What's the reason you are gone?
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the fight within yourself is one that will never go away, even if it WASNT you that did the damage, if it was HIS own, selfish reasons, you'll always want to know how YOU Fcked it up...

I never forget about you
You're always in my head.
And everything keeps replaying,
over and over again.
^^forgetting is a choice. its Mind over Matter... if you dont mind, it wont matter.
you have to just keep looking Fwd and do your best to put the memories in the back of your mind.

^you really did a great job on this poem! i like it a whole lot! i dont think that there is anything you could do to make it better. 5/5 for sure.^
-Ashley