Death

&& lately things have gotten from bad to worst,
there is nothing i can do about it anymore.
i've tried a million times to get up && brush if off.
this time im staying down && not getting up,
what is the point of getting up when you know your going to fall?
what is the point in caring when you know your not cared for?
what is the point in helping someone when your helpless?
what is the point in life when you know your going to die?
&& it hurts it really does.
giving up on life,
giving up on feelings,
giving up on people,
giving up on yourself.
&& the day you realize that,
that shall be the day you face death.