BEFORE YOU HAD TO GO...(mom)

"Before you had to go"

Mom I could never tell you

Just how much you meant to me

I was only a kid when you left

When it was time for you to leave

I didn't understand death

Till death took you away

I cried forever it seemed

Every single day

I know your somewhere watching me

And making sure I'm fine

I wish you could tell me your ok

I wish you could give me a sign

I know grandma misses you

With every beat of her heart

We all wish you were here

Instead of where you are

My sissy's miss you mommy

I know cause they tell me so

Kelli has little memories

From before you had to go

I know it's meant to be

But it's just not fair

I could care less about the money

That me and my sisters share

I just want you back mommy

I want you to see us grow

The way it should have been

Before you had to go

Things aren't the same mommy

Since I was only eight

Life's taking it tole on Nana

But she knows that it was fate

That's what we have no control over

We can't keep things from happening

But the time we spent together

To me it's everything

I would give my last breath

To say that I love you as you know

The way I would have

Before you had to go

Yes your in heaven

But I'll see you again someday

But that is too long

It seems so far away

So I'm telling you my pain

On this paper that is still

That I'll always love you mommy

And you know I always will

I love you MOMMY!

Kimberly Ann Brosier

1969-1998