I sit here blade in hand. i stare at my arm wondering where to begin. i carefully press the sharp edge against my skin. i draw one line across my wrist. i start to repeat it again and again. my arms starts to go numb. i can feel all my stress, anger, and fustration leave me body. i grab my special towel to stop the bleeding. i don't want to die just to relieve me pain from earlier in the day.
