What I'm really feeling, my eyes wont let me hide

What I'm really feeling, my eyes wont let me hide
because what i really feel emanates from deep inside
the feelings that i feel burn and tear my soul
because a part of me is gone so i am no longer whole

You left me in a flash you never even turned back once
from that day until now love has never had another chance
What I'm really feeling, my eyes wont let me hide
it is impossible to hide due to my weak will and strong pride

What I'm really feeling, my eyes wont let me hide
what im really feeling, makes me hate being alive
What I'm really feeling, my eyes wont let me hide
im ready to give up, and take away my own life

What I'm really feeling, my eyes wont let me hide
is not up to me to decide
but what im really feeling
is something larger than life