Abortion

Its the worse decition ive ever had to make
im drowning in tears and my heart is hurting
ive never felt so dead before ive never been in so much pain
i wish i never did it
i just commited the worst crime
i keep saying to myself this is a night mare
and begging god to take back time
i just feel so dead inside
i cant belive i took my babys life
without letting him see the light
all because the daddy was denying him
and i already had a little one
i wish i would of kept my baby
i could of given him up
but instead i went to the abortion clinic
and commited the crime.
everyday i cry
i feel like im not alive
im just living a blank life...
i try to live my old life
but now its like im heartless...
everything ends in a fight.
i guess im always going to be living that war within
all because i was being greedy
and didnt give the baby a chance at life