Time ticks by
the res rose fades
while i get high
my mind disintegrates
memories become foggy
the smoke fills my eyes
my throat starts clogging
quietly i say goodbye
i no longer want to live
love isn't my option
i have nothing to give
and they have nothing to offer
death is the only true peace
as i creep along each day
i wish it wasn't true
but i know it has to be this way
death is my only option
