Things keep changing

Without you here it doesn't feel right
I can't be myself
I cry every night
I wish so much you hadn't left
I feel so alone
Always so outta breath
I try but i cant stop this fall
I admit i made mistakes
but haven't we all?
right now its like you never cared
You straight up broke my heart
the thing i always feared
think of all the promises you made
you've turned them into lies
I'm the one who's paying
Is this your dream come true
that my wrists wont stop bleeding
all because of you