The perfect love

No one knows the pain that i feel....
no one knows the love that i seek....
trying to pull myself out of this darkness...
but I'm too weak......

i know that i might be the death of your heart....
killing your sorrows....
tearing your apart.......
but all my faith and lust for you gives me my strength...
i don't wanna hurt you...
i don't want you to die......
but all i can do is wait for you with a sigh...

let me show you my love through this poem....
feel the song of my ever broken heart.....
seeping you into the unknown......

to feel your everlasting touch.......
the beautiful brown touch of life....
against the cold pale skin of death......
the feeling of love runs through your body...
the touch of your skin makes me wanna be naughty.....
your beautiful feel making my pain go away......
feeling of happiness gos through me as we sway....

why do you love me so......
why couldn't you just say no....
i don't wanna hurt you....
but i know ill screw it up somehow......
but all i can do is wait for now.....

let me show you my pain through this poem......
feel the song of my ever broken heart.....
seeping you into the unknown.......

i hate the word love.....
it causes so much pain......
love feels like something ill never gain........
but at the same time it gives me the greatest since of happiness......
to have and to love...........
like a flightless dove.........
beautiful....but crippling.........

a beautiful girl in a broken world....
a bittersweet love for me......
all the pain that i gain......
all the love that i feel.......

let me hold you and let all fear fly away....
let me kiss you and let all pain slip a fare.....
let me hold you.....and feel your love.......
let me kiss you....and heal this broken dove......

if i ever hurt you...
promise me that you will kill me.....
if i ever hurt you i would want to die.....
i just don't want you to have a short lived sigh.....
i want you to hurt me more than i hurt you.......
at least i hope that hurting you is something i will never do.........

beautiful roses that drink blood......
turning peoples tears into a flood....
thats what hurtful love is....

thats what hurtful love is.....

the perfect love is one of the most beautiful things....
the perfect love is our love for i can see...
all the love thats inside you and me........
we give each other more than that is needed.....
satisfying our lustful needs to be loved........
satisfying our hunger and urge to say that we love.....
we make our love felt pain go away by holding each other......
we kill our bittersweet pain by kissing each other.........
this thing that we have.........
this heart that we share......
thats what i call the perfect love........

thats what i call the perfect love..........

still trying to work out all the kinks...if anybody has a way to improve this poem please comment....