Lost

Lost far away, can't find my way back.
Will I ever be on the right track?
Do things each day without understanding,
Not yet falling but barely standing.

Lost as the winds, whirling all the way,
But finding no place where I can stay.
Dark as the clouds, filled of heavy tears,
No way to let out all those empty fears.

Burning as fire trying to reach out to skies,
But frozen as a bird killed while it flies.
Can't take decision to make changes in life,
Foreshadowed to become such an unhappy wife.

So far gone, can't find the will to come back.
I can't even see my past in that track.
Is there any sense in trying to do that at all?
As I turn around... slowly... I fall!