Beyond my control

Staring out the window;
Worried and confused -
I don't know where I'm going,
I don't know what to do.

I broke up with my boyfriend;
Am I happy or am I sad?
All I know is I'm confused,
Though that's the least of my worries.

Staring out the window;
Worried and confused -
I don't know where I'm going,
I don't know what to do.

On the 28th December -
I heard of it by phone;
My Nan was rushed to hospital
And nobody knew what was wrong.

Staring out the window;
Worried and confused -
I don't know where I'm going,
I don't know what to do.

My Uncle rang my Grandma's house
Because that's where we were.
Coughing up blood he said she was;
But why and how and what?

Staring out the window;
Worried and confused -
I don't know where I'm going,
I don't know what to do.

I asked my friends to pray for her -
We found out what was wrong.
She'd been on the wrong tablets
For six years or so.

Staring out the window;
Worried and confused -
I don't know where I'm going,
I don't know what to do.