Suicidal Love

To wait for you was a false hope.
To say forever was denial.
To say I hate you was my wish.
To say you're my friend was pretend.
To love you was to suffer.
To miss you was to be tortured.
To forget you was to forgive.
To kiss you was a sin.
To look at you was a risk.
To let go of you was a loss.
To hold you tightly was painful.
To talk to you was to be heartbroken.
To smile at you was a lie.
To cry for you was a waste.
To say you're my only one was a mistake !