Theres thirty poems
i've written about you
theres
one hundred songs
i've sang with you in mind
thousands of texts i've written but never sent
a million hugs i intended to give
a billion kisses i wanted to happen
I can't count the times that i've cried over you
yes i am truely heart broken
and everything has been unspoken
so randomn and bad i don't know what to do
take what i get and hope that it gets me through
i really loved you now what more can i do
i want to break through this barrier
but how can i do that
when
once in awhile you talk to me
as far as i can see i have no power anymore
i am broken down into bits of pieces
as i float along this empty river
i see how much i really love you
and i want to get out of this feeling where i
blame myself and yell all right im okay
when im really not and i wonder why i hurt this much
is it because i miss your touch?
the things you say?
or just plainly how you make me feel this way?
i think its all 3 and many more, so its hard and i
of all realize that loud and clear
i just wish it was different i miss it all
the things we would do
running out to the kitchen in the dark
whispering in eachothers ears
play fighting till we drop and kiss until we almost get caught
so many things, the list goes on forever
nothing so far that i know i can do
but keep on plowing throw this never ending pain
foreverlasting love
oh how i would kill to hear your voice
my now i guess that i don't even have a choice
how hard, how rough been there and still
i can't do anything but still love you my dear.
