In the dark, slow pace,rainwater dripping down my face.
shoelaces flicking water on my jeans i am half asleep as if in a dream.
pushing damp hair out of my eyes.
your here on time an unusual surprise .
i hop in the car with nothing to say.
as i listen boast as you boast about your perfect day .
turn on the heater as i am chewing on some gum, you just treat me like i still suck my thumb.
i am only a child here no bitter sweet, just mild dear my life is sealed and filed clear it has to be your way,but i keep on waiting for the near i look out the window as i shed a tear.
there is nothing left for me to fear at least not for today .