Im Just Not Good Enough.

The skies are bland and sickening,
All you & I do is constant bickering.
You never want to sort this out,
It's making me ill & i just want to shout.
You say it's never your fault, always mine,
It's never about what I want and I'm not fine.
I'm starved of love and how its never there,
I've now lost my appetite, but you'd never care.
I'm slowly killing myself more and more,
I'm starving painfully because to you I'm just a bore.
Living on air and smoky cigarettes,
Whats left of me is dead & all I have is regrets.
My bones will become weak & I'm afraid I cant stop,
Soon the day will come where on the floor I'll drop.
You wont miss me, I'm just one more disaster,
Bringing anger and hatred much faster.
You're supposed to tell me I'm your love,
But you don't because I'm just not good enough.

What do I mean to you?