Lost Hope

My hopes were high
Now I just want to cry
I feel so sad
But also mad

I was left out
Now I just pout
I feel the sorrow
Deep in my hearts marrow

I never knew you
We never knew things were askew
You were gonna be my nephew or niece
And now you are more than deceased

I was gonna be your aunt
But now I guess I can't
I never knew you
But still I love you

Why do I feel this way?
Right now my life is in disarray
I miss you already
And my heart won't beat steady

I feel so terrible
The pain isn't bearable
Goodbye nephew or niece
I hope you rest in peace