Unbalanced

There are parts of me....
some are visible....
but some you cant see.....
theres my normal side.....
just me......
the part of me is open world-wide.....
then my loving side.....
witch only my girl sees......
anyone else.....ACCESS DENIED!!!!!!!!!
then theres my little pervert......
the sexual beast...that really wants to feast....
yeah im only 13...........
but hey....i guy can dream.......
then there are dark parts.......
the unexplored parts of the mind.....
sticking into your head like sharp as hell darts....
the creatures that want to feast......
flesh ,blood ,and tears.....
my anger is the call of this beast...........
but fortunetly...theres a savelock......
as strange as it sounds the safelock is my body....
so whenever my anger comes to knock....
my body takes it all...............
like the great chinese wall........
it keeps my creatures locked in the depths of my mind..
when my anger falls i an safley unwind.......
keeps the little pervert inside me at bay..........
unfortunetly it also effects my norm........
keeping it locked away untouched and warm..........
so in a way my safelock is a blessing and a curse.......
keeping my monsters at bay..........
makes my sexual desire non-destructive...but still warm...
and twisting and whering away my norm.....