Invisible Silence

Dear God,
I hate to be a bother
But I Hope you'll hear me when I say,
Things are getting crazier day after day.

I can't be happy when I'm so far down,
With all these people listening to me talk,
Then taking my words and twisting them around.
I search for the way, But It just can't be found.

Just the other day, a couple girls were talking,
Telling him there's no use in me trying...
I couldn't hide the heartache through all this pain,
As the tears fell down my face like falling rain.

It's A shame I even tried,
But the Heart wants what the Heart Wants.
Now I'm trying to Confess my love
Thinking up words With a Loaded Gun.

I stare at you across the hall,
searching for An Easy Solution,
Hoping You'd be okay with my emotions,
But the words of Love get lost in such confusion.

I know You've got a million other girls to think about
Dealing with other things that just can't wait...
But I'm still wishing to be the girl you'll take
And I only have one request to make.

Send me a sign to ease my doubt,
I'm reaching out for your hands to hold,
Grasping your fingers, the silence is loud,
And I finally see the Rainbow behind the clouds.