I keep crying
every second you're gone
it's just like i'm dying
i think i'm reachin out wrong
tryin' to find a friend
one to talk to
one who can listen
but you're all gone
you're all unavailable
why is it everytime
i need someone
they're to busy
you wonder why
i don't want to live
when there is no one to talk to
i feel so alone
i feel so undone
you wonder why i want suicide
you wonder why i'd rather die
when right now
i hate my life
i keep smiling
even though i'm a mess
everything's heart breaking
and i'm under so much stress
tryin' to reach them
so i can finally speak
but they can't listen
they're all gone
all unavailable
why is it everytime
i need someone
they're too busy
you wondey why
i don't want to live
when there is no one to talk to
i feel so alone
i feel so undone
you wonder why i want suicide
you wonder why i'd rather die
when right now
i hate my life
i would've rather lived a lie
then to find out the truth
i would've rather kept my innocence
and kept my youth
but every man in my life
keeps letting me down
there is only so many times i can hit the ground
before i turn around
and walk away
why is it everytime
i need someone
they're too busy
you wondey why
i don't want to live
when there is no one to talk to
i feel so alone
i feel so undone
you wonder why i want suicide
you wonder why i'd rather die
when right now
i hate my life
right now i
hate my life
hate my life
hate my life
right now i
want to die
want to die
so pull the trigger
and slice me up
i promise you it won't hurt me
nothing can hurt more than living
