Love forever Doomed

Just wanna cut myself so deep
Hold out my arms and let my wrists weep
Need to take a shower my escape
Just cut and cut
Let the blood mix with water
As my tears begin to fall harder

Should have been there
Should of seen all the things u couldn't dream
All the things u kept hidden from me
Should of heard all your silent screams

Was it me?
Wat did I do?
Its all my fault I should have only been there for u
All the tears that u did shed
All the pain u endured
How broken u thought u were
But I knew different
Why couldnt I make u see how much u really meant to me

But now your gone
Never to return
Why did it have to be u
As u added your link to the suicide chain
U had no idea it would include me
I cant live with all this pain u left me
You promised u never would
But I dont blame u I only blame me
Now I must shed more blood dont stop the bleeding

As I lay here dieing I can still here u pleading
"Some one help me" "Some one save me"
"Some one take me from this darkness"
"Let me save the real me"
"But its to late he has died now the demon u let live with me"
"Has eaten him alive"

So my darling ill see u soon
Once again we will be forever doomed
But at least together
We burn in hell forever