Maybe (This Lullaby)

This poem was actually an email I sent to a friend of mine, after I finished reading "This Lullaby", by Sarah Dessen. It was a fantastic book, and I felt the need to write what I was feeling after I finished it. 10 AM poem right here!

i just finished "this lullaby"
and suddenly, i want to cry
and now, i start to wonder why
it never turned out that way
maybe i'm just like remy
i don't want to take a risk and see
if this could work, just maybe
i'll end this before it is too late
and why on earth should it work
should i assume he's another jerk
another guy who has his perks
but almost always runs away
no one gave me a guarentee
no one told me to wait and see
i'm pretty sure he's a maybe
but i don't have the guts to stay
so yeah, i'm gonna leave this all
i'm not trying to brake or stall
summer's over, here comes fall
i'm over him after just one day
but then he smiles and runs after me
and now i'm back to sqaure one, you see
because i always wait and see
if he'll follow me today
i guess he was just a random guy
one who just stopped to say hi
but i still have to wonder why
for me, it turned this way
he's the only one for me
i guess he's not a maybe
and it all worked out, finally
on this end-of-summer day