Trust.1

Ice in my veins,
depression in my heart,
iv grown so twisted,
i was a screw up from the start.

only hurting you,
not trusting what you say,
your so good to me,
but i only push you away.

i would kill to change who iv become,
to block out all iv been through,
to see life in a new way,
and last forever with you.

iv only been through pain,
no true happiness,
rejecting what is real,
letting my mind choose how i feel.

i cant seem to follow my heart,
because its been through the worst,
with only bleeding scars,
it feels like a curse.