Why

When you confessed
my heart hit the floor
i never thought you'd do this
you always say you love me more

i've always wondered
what that night ment to you
why you did the one thing
you said you'd never do

was it to make me mad
was it to make me jelous
you told me i was the only one
and no one would every come between us

ive tryed and tryed
to leave the thought behind
but he was my best friend
so it eats at my mind

theres alot of questions left to ask
but i never bring them up
i try to keep the arguments down
bnut you think we've talked about it enough

but i will always love you
and push to make us work
even though my mind races
and the thought of you and him still hurts

me and my boyfriend wrote this together i made a very big mistake but i try my best to make it up when you do something like this you may not think you will regret it but most of us do! don't do things like this if you love someone cause thats just a way to loose them! but i was lucky enough to have ben and he forgave me we are having a baby now and about to be married! poeple do change they just got to find a good enough reason to like i did

I love you ben!