A Little Help

I'm crying
But only on the inside.
No one can tell
The secrets I hide.

If you only knew
What goes on in my mind.
It would leave you scared,
It woulld leave you blind.

I hide very well,
The feelings I have within.
If I were to speak,
There would be nowhere to begin.

My mind has been shatterd,
To pieces galore.
I need help cleaning up,
It's a very big chore.

I'm quiet when needed,
And loud when I can.
Iv no one to run to,
No helping hand.

I have no help
Because I refuse.
One day i'll ask
And my life will be renewed.

I want to be happy,
Though it may not seem.
I just need to try,
And my face will one day gleem.