CAN'T EXPRESS MY FEELINGS

I CAN'T EXPRESS MY FEELINGS NOW
I'M LIVING HERE I DON'T KNOW HOW
I ALWAYS THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS GREAT
BUT I SAW IT WAS JUST A FAKE.

DON'T HAVE THE FEELING TO GAIN
EVERYTHING I DO ENDS UP IN PAIN.
I TALK TO YOU,I PRETEND TO BE OKAY
BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I SAY.

I'M BECOMING THE MONSTER I DON'T WANT TO BE
I'M ASKING MYSELF,IS THIS ME?
I FEEL AS IF MY LIFE WAS TAKEN
CAN'T YOU SEE THAT INSIDE I'M BREAKING.

LIKE AN ANGEL WITH WINGS
I CAN'T SEE WHAT MY LIFE BRINGS.
TRY TO FIGURE OUT MY EYES
AT LEAST MINE AREN'T FULL OF LIES.