Played...

Played

Sittin here listenin ta the things you have ta say,

Thinkin alright maybe he can be my man one day.

Day 2- You sayin you want me bad,

Sayin im one type of girl you've neva eva had.

Had a choice- i could say yes or no,

Scared ta let you down cuz i could be letting the good one go.

Go for it-what could i lose?

Not knowing I'd soon find out that you too had ta choose.

Choose between two girls who definitely aint the same,

One white girl and a girl who wit da game.

Game-thats what it is, but i got him fallin for me with a look in my eye and a kiss of my lips.

Lips- yours on mine and mine on yours,

But then i think of her and how her lips where on yours before.

Before-i was happy, but i really wasn't smilin,

Then i was happy for a minute and now i feel like I'm dyin,

Dyin- again cuz this aint the first time,

A nigga said i was his but he wasn't really mine.

Mine-yea look what i got,

I'm actin like I'm coo when i ain't got a lot.

A lot of pain dats what it really is,

I don't know how but I'm always getting involved with this,

This is a shame, and i know its all a game,

and yea i know the name, but that don't mean i like playin

Playin-playin me or her

If its her you choose I'll forget everything that did occur.

Occur, everything between me and you

I'll forget all the times we shared and the things we do.

Do you wanna be with me let me know

Cuz the last thing I wanna do is let my boo booz go.

Go do something, but don't let the memory of me fade,

I wanna be your ride or die chick but i ain't tryna be played.

Played- yea thats how i feel but I'm sayin

Once you quit me once you can never play again....

....Game over.

By:Monica Swanagan

Singer/Poet