Exactly What I Was Afraid of

by Monica AKA Mika   Jun 30, 2010


Everything started like they said it should in the books,
Your supposed to start off as friends and not focus on looks.
And we did, you liked me for seven years and I didnt know,
Ever since you told me that i vowed to never let you go.
Make you happy, make you smile and make you as carefree as me,
Try to make you fall in love because I never thought i would be.
But I was, well I am and I knew that would never change,
With all our arguements and disagreements I knew my life would be rearranged.
I didn't care, because for you I would bring down a star,
Just to show you how much work I'd do to tell you how special you are.
I tried, and I'll try until my bones go dry,
Even when you give up on us I'll just work that much harder, there's no need to ask why.
Because you already know, that I'm in love with you almost like I'm infected,
You loved me when I thought no one would and that's something I never would've expected.
We smiled, we laughed, we argued and we cried,
And I knew that if i ever lost you, a part of me would've died.
It did, when you told me you had nothing else to give,
My heart sank to my toes and you already know, I felt no reason to live.
I cried, I questioned, I remanised,
I thought about all of our good times and relived our first kiss.
I rambeled, I cried, I begged you to listen,
I stopped breathing when you said it wouldn't fix it.
But I'll never quit on us because I'm truly in love,
I couldn't help but fall for you, but this is exactly what I was afraid of........Losing you.

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