You were my first love..

Well it was a great nine and a half months. I'm going to miss you so much. i just thought what we had was it. i guess not... that's too bad. we really had something. I'm going to miss a lot of things like you meeting me after class, and going to lunch with you, and how we made love :[ , and how i would wait for your practice to be over, and how we would go over to each other's houses, and how i would change the topic like ten different times, and how we would lay together and cuddle on your couch, you'd be so nice to me and you would say you sincerely loved me. i liked how you asked me to homecoming. that was cute. no one's ever said nice things to me like that before. it was nice having someone you could depend on, someone who loved you. I'll never find that again. it is so hard to let go when you love someone so much. but i guess it has to be done. i don't know if I'll see you anymore. just know that i love you more than anything in this world and even if we aren't together, i still do and i will always. you were my first love, you meant everything to me. I'm going to miss you more than anything. i love you...