Cutting Relieves The Pain

Can't you see
That cutting makes me happy
I smile as I cut every slit in my wrist

I know it doesn't effect anyone else
Cause I am cutting ME not you
All my problems leave through every cut
More cuts. the faster they go away

Until tomorrow...

I did a stupid thing
By telling you I cut again
For some god damn reason I thought I had to
But now I know to kept it to myself

The cuts on my hips are deeper then I would do on my wrists
No one can see them
I am tired of crying every night
So i will cut, not cry

All i want is a hug
A soft kiss from you
But i rarely even get a goodbye
I love you so much that you don't even know

All these problems I have
The very few people that know, don't even care
So i just keep them to myself
And cut them away....

Day after day....

Until Some one cares....

Well I guess I will be cutting them away forever...
Until I finally cut deep enough
And I won't be able to stop the blood this time.