Darkend past

I know that ive done wrong,
no one is perfect in the core,
and everyone has a secret,
but inside you it endures.

it never can escape,
things keep being brought up,
when im trying to escape,
the lies are back in my face.

Its pushed into my head,
making tears my friend,
because what im trying to forget,
is what you use as a weapon.

You know that it destroys me,
that it haunts my every peice.
Im never reliving the moments
in my darkend past.

But you seem to like to taunt
what im trying to become,
by making it seem,
that im alsways going to be that way.

But im trying to become better,
leave my past in the dark,
just throw it all away,
and become the girl
that only wants you.