If i just smile
would the world know
I'm still grieving
but i dont let it show
don't judge me
because i never forgot
his body was buried
and left to rot
its all i see
in the dead of night
his baby blue eyes
now aren't so bright
skin and bone
turn to dust
it turns my stomach
and my heart to crust
as i walk to school
the wind blows through my hair
i feel your presence with me
now i haven't a care
but when i think about
where you really are
i just want to turn around
and jump in front of a car
i know you wouldn't want that
but id give so much
just to see the face
i love so much
now i stand alone
i have to find my own way out
i never had the strength
to scream and shout
beg my broken heart to beat
or surrender to my defeat
i miss you dad i always will
but i must carry on
destiny to fulfill
