Midnight fell so many nights ago.
so many years.
was i just to naive?
a bit too glamorous?
i fell into your trap.
you locked me in chains
and raped my soul
my mind
my sanity.
you were my drug.
my hallucinate.
i thought everything was perfect.
you couldn't resist my sweet tears
my bitter blood.
and my soft breakable skin
my fragile life.
you told me i was beautiful
you really wanted me, when nobody else did.
I was tricked.
fooled.
you won the game
i lost.
but i tried again.
you won.
you always won.
i tried against someone else
but they won.
i was just another one of your mistakes.
i was used once again.
worthless
you lied
told me i was pretty
told me that you cared
i lied
told you i was older
would you have still did it
if you knew i was still a child.
I'm not perfect.
now years after
i am falling into beat
you had spread this epidemic.
i had caught your disease.
and i tried
i tried to stop.
i was too weak.
my life is screwed up.
your words haunts me.
i still dream of you.
what if i would have met you
held your hand...
now in hell i will torment
crying out for the one who broke me.
and everyday i struggle
away from the thing i desire most.
the thing i cant live without
