Awaiting Motherhood

I sit and wait, holding my breath
My hands tremble, as time ticks by
Heart beating, scared to death
I lean back, and let out a sigh

No is the answer, again, i see
I stare at it, wanting it to be wrong
But I cant ignore its accuracy
Or escape my hearts sad song

I hate this stupid little stick
I want to break it in two
For a moment I think I am sick
But no again, nothing new

My body is playing tricks on me
I wait again to test my fate
Sitting down once more to pee
By now already two weeks late

I just don't know what to do
I think i am, i might be, maybe
I want to share a gift with you
All I want is a newborn baby