Just one last chance....

When I think back at what we had,
It makes me unmistakably sad.
That I threw it all away in a fit of rage,
lost your trust and love forever in each page.

When I think back at how much you loved me,
An ocean of joy is all I can see.
And now I look towards the mistakes I have made,
And I can't help but watch each dream fade.

It's my own fault - I am aware,
I lost you because I felt you don't care.
But what I never tried to do was understand you,
That beneath everything is the kindest and greatest person I never knew.

I looked past everything and treated you the same,
Never once believing that you're bound for fame.
I ignored you and tried to walk away,
Sought refuge in another who only gave pain.

Why was I so foolish not to see what lay before my eyes?
I wish I could turn back time to when I once was wise.
I just want you back and I don't care what they all say,
Cos deep down in my heart there is this special place wherein you stay.

I wish you'd give me one chance to rectify my mistake,
I pray you'll give me one last chance to make amends for that which I break.
Please give me one last chance to show you how much I care,
I promise this time I will play it fair.

Cos days are so empty and bleak without you,
I feel I'm losing myself in the depths of the undenied few.
And every whisper from the winds carries your name,
Reminding me of the first time that you came.

That you blew me away from that very first day,
And from then on wards I just wanted you to stay,
In my heart and in my life forever,
I never wanted you leave me ever.

All I'm asking for is just one last chance....