Is death a sweet song?

Death in thoughts
Desperation surrounds
Mind is panicked
I lose control in leaps and bounds.

So easy to give in
So simple it's a sin
No goal in site
All my eye's can see ahead is everlasting blight.

Shall I leave this curse
And enter rest?
So long to think
And still I don't know what's best.

No sense in waiting
No strength to fight for long
Will peace come about it?
Is death a sweet song?