Faking a smile and pretending to be happy in front of other people is hard to do when deep inside you, you feel empty. You want to scream out loud, cry your heart out and broadcast to the world how broken you are.
It's not that your coward or something but the fact that no one has the remedy to your pain except your will to be cured.
friends could only help you, but if you won't help yourself, everything will be useless...
