When will all the lies and deceptions come to an end?
That's just it they never will, for my feeling you will never come to comprehend
You pay attention to your feelings and your feelings alone
My feelings to you will remain unknown
When will all the pain and hurt finally be over with?
I'm now realizing that everything I felt to be true was just a myth
I should've been there in the back of your mind
I shouldn't have to ask myself why
You know all the rights things to say to make me forgive you
Why don't you know of all the right things to do?
I fake a smile so you won't see how much pain you caused me
But to you it won't matter, all you plan to do is leave
You say I'm not beautiful but baby how about you stop looking for model material
Maybe now you will know that my beauty is ethereal
The beauty in me is one I once saw in you
I was wrong just something my eyes misconstrue
Trying to figure out what I did to make you do this
It really doesn't matter now because this I will not dismiss
You think I don't know but its buried deep in my thought
And it's causing me to become distraught
I know this will all be over soon
Because you don't know but I'm leaving you
I don't want to see you ever again
This is now my domain
Time for me to be true; am I not right?
Giving up those tears I shed every night
Your voice never again will I hear
Because from my life you have disappeared
