Never Really was..

You Must be going crazy...
Did you really think i wouldn't see..
See the way you look around, never staight at me..

Did you think i wouldn't notice how you never had the time..
To atleast say "Happy Birthday Baby!"
is it that you thought i wouldn't mind..?

Did you think i didn't realize all the lies you told,
i just didn't want to believe that you could ever be that cold..

i waited and i waited.. thinking you might call..
But a word from you i never heard,, No Happy Birthday.. No i love you not one word at all..

i cried and i cried, until i finally realized..
im waisting my time with you, you were never really mine..

Forget the name "Jackie" forget we ever loved..
Because what i thought was real..

Never really was..