Thinking of you

Why am i always thinking of you
while I'm holding his hand?
why can't my mind and
my heart just simply understand?

You don't want me anymore
you hurt me and made me cry
I keep telling myself its your loss
you were the one that said goodbye

But if its your loss, then why
am I the one whose broken?
why can't i let go of all the
the words i left unspoken?

why am i holding his hand
and wishing it was you?
why can't i just forget you
and all the emptiness you left too..

Every time i hear your name
my heart can't help but skip a beat
and then it sinks and my eyes tear up
and i look down at my feet.

why couldn't you just love me
so i don't have to fake a smile
I'm trying to tell everyone that I'm OK
but they know I'm just hiding behind denial.

everyone except for you
can plainly see the truth
i don't love the guy whose hand I'm holding
the one i love is you