Unwanted

I'm sitting here lifeless
with a pillow full of tears.
Knowing in my mind
the end of this life nears.

No one ever understand me
that's why I don't let my feelings show
I hope one day they'll get it
the reason I just had to go.

I feel so unwanted
Like I don't belong on this earth.
I shouldn't be here, it's wrong
Why did my mother give birth?

I'm surrounded by people
yet i feel so alone
They try to help
but I'm in this on my own.

They're all smiling and happy
except me, they're all having fun.
I guess its true then,
"life isn't for everyone"