Why did god choose me?
was it even meant to be?
he gave me such a curse
& to me it can only get worse
iv had it since 2001
& no the journey hasnt been fun
Ive had to grow up since then
yes it all started when i was 10
i had no idea wat was going on
or where it started from?
Iv had to look after myself even better
& type 1 diabetes will stay with me 4ever
Regular check ups are apart of my life
Sumtimes even turning to the knife
Iv been in & out of hospitals over the years
Giving myself even more fears
"dont do this, dont do that"
why cant everyone get off my back?
NOW i need even more help
help 2 becum who i was
the bright, bubbly girl i used 2 be
doing anything coz i was free
Now i gotta watch wat i eat
Does that sound funn at all?
or do yuu enjoy watching me fall?
I wish id never goten this!
