A bloody mess

Look at this bloody mess i have created
I cut myself once like it so much, of the pain it caused
I cut once more but deeper this time,
I thought to myself
what a bloody mess
my outfit is bloody
the bathroom floor is a bloody
am cutting deeper and deeper not stopping this time
to see the blood cuz the cut so deep
the blood is draining out of me
i loved life at least i thought
but me doing this is not what i thought
i hated myself and everyone else,
I'm leaving all be-hide to die on my own
in this bloody mess of what it really sure be
this is my faith and i lay down to bleed to death
in this bloody mess
one......
two....
three.......gone