Your promises were said, you swore to keep them, and yet i have to say so many things, before i truly become broken.
You made me so many promises, most of them you didn't keep, more so because you couldn't, but you've always kept one, even before our love had started.
You promised to be there for always, to stand by my side, and correct my wrong choices. You told me that when i needed a shoulder to cry on, you would be my shoulder. You promised me you'd always come to my rescue, answer whenever i called, and promises like this you kept, even after we failed.
I have to say thank you, for being the only one to ever keep a promise to me, you remained truly faithful, you always were good to me.
At one point, i hurt you badly, and worst of all i didn't even realize it. For the second time we gave our love a try, i ignored you, and hung around with other guys. my friends and I laughed at you because you never really asked me, you always stated, so when you "broke it off" and asked me "properly" two seconds later, i said no, but to me it had another meaning.
When i said no, I didn't mean it the way you thought i did, i definitely didn't mean i didn't want to be with you. What i meant to prove was that I didn't need you to ask me "properly" or in anyone's opinion of how it should be done, because i was already truly happy, because you confessed your love for me.
The third time we gave love a try, you left for three weeks, and little did i believe, you remained truly faithful to me. I doubted you and that was wrong, i should have believed in you, Thats something i definitely should have, but never did do.
So even after how many times I've hurt you, and through all our quarrels, your promise always comes shinning threw. You're promise to be there when i needed you, your promise to listen for when i needed to talk, your promised me something that to others mean so little, but to me means the so much.
So thank you for being the person who taught me love doesn't end, even if sometimes it's put in front of a boundary. You showed me not all promises are broken, and that you'd always love me even as just a friend. You made me realized you'd forever be my night in shinning armor, whether it be my love in shinning armor, or just my friend, you're there for me forever till the end.
Theres only i thing i hate to admit, the one thing about you i cannot bear to deal with.
It's how after i broke down all my walls for you, crossed all boundaries and let myself go, you wont talk to bout how you truly feel, you always hide it deep inside. To be honest it makes me feel that i am not worth your trust, and by not being worthy of your trust i am not worthy of you.
But otherwise there is only a few things left to say, Thank you for everything, specially for believing in me and i will forever love you dearly.
