The Words Escape Me

I seem to be on the verge of a breakdown
For some reason I'm holding everything in
If I don't let this out I just might drown

I feel like all I need to do is get away
To leave all of this behind
But if I do everything will catch up with me someday

If I could just get up and leave, I would for sure
But something keeps me here every time
Until I take some action, this life I guess I'll endure

I don't know why I can't speak my mind
When I know it might be what saves me
But the right words I just can't seem to find

Maybe if I could just find the right person
Then I might be able say what I must
But until then I'll keep silent and hope this doesn't worsen