Slow Suicide

Hello my friend....we meet again.
Your color silver and shiny,
Ive missed you. We haven't met in a while...
I miss your company..
The calm emotions
you bring.

Dragging you across my skin
Making red rivers appear
Watching them drives me crazy
Almost like a drug
Addicting
and tempting

As the rivers flow i hear its voice
Don't Do it! Its not worth it
but i don't listen
I just smile and say
Nothings
worth anything

The river keeps flowing
and i think of your smiling face
and think
I'm doing this for you...
this
slow suicide...