Wish Tears Would Fall

I wished so hard for more tears,
As my mind was now flooding with fears.

But my eyes were weak & dry,
There just wasn't any more tears to cry.

Hurts so bad, right into my heart.
I think it's been there from the start.

Sobs were banging so hard into me.
My vision was blurred & I couldn't see.

Oh god please help me?!

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